2bempowered …. what I know

Posted Thursday, March 27th, 2014. Filed Under Voices of wisdom

When I started my site in 2008 I never knew how far I needed to come to feel and be empowered. With the demise of my marriage leaving me feeling “disempowered”, disconnected from my truth and so low I have taken the last 8 years to strip away layers and decide who I am: what is true to me and what is not.

In my latest relationship of three years which ended January 1st, 2014 I knew that I would go into this year being completely honest with myself, what I want from life and creating boundaries where needed. I am so grateful for the last three years as I learned so much about myself: some things I liked and some I didn’t. The things I didn’t and don’t like I chose to rid of (still doing) and the things I liked about me I have since enhanced and fostered them.

More importantly I am in control of my choices …. not the outcome but choices. I get to choose my quest while staying open to the journey.

The other day I saw my ex-boyfriend’s car parked at the bank. I sat there for a minute and then got out and walked past to make sure it was his car. YES. I decided to go in quickly and do what I needed to do at the machines. I peaked in to see him talking to one of the tellers. I decided to go back to my car and wait for him to leave before entering again as I needed to see the teller.

As I sat there I asked myself why am I allowing myself to be affected by this person. I looked at it from the perspective that I was ‘disempowering’ myself by not facing him. I called a friend of mine and she said no you are seeing this wrong you decided consciously to not go into the bank as you did not want to engage your ex-boyfriend. When I looked at it from a different perspective I realized that I was empowered and I made the decision not to do something.

I know that he and I want different things from life and the thought of brining him back into my life I knew was not an option for I doubt he has changed. Why would he, he is happy with who he is. So by not running into him I was sending the universe a clear message that I am okay with sending him love from a distance and that is what I did and have done in past. I do wish him the best in his life. I am thankful for what he brought and taught me in his way. But now I am ready to move on and find the soul mate and partner that I desire.

It was a cool experience in the end.

I am at the point in my life that I get to make choices that affect my outcome.

I want to share an article that touches on some of this stuff. I really enjoyed it and I hope you do too:

Sending A Full Frontal Wave Of Love

a message from Gillian
Monday, 24 March, 2014

Each day there is a need for you to venture forth into a higher cellular awareness, entering extensions of your soul that are finally available to you. Extend yourself past the boundaries of all that you can imagine ‘you’ to be. At that point, the edge of your imaginings, is where the true ‘you’ begins. Do not settle for what is.

What you have fleeting about you are energetic trappings of every particle of thought that you have entertained from your very first breath as a human. You psychically align yourself with what is yet to be seen. Energetically you have activated dormant extensions of your soul into a point that no longer grieves what has passed.

Imagine yourself sitting upon a warm sandy beach looking at the waters horizon. At the point that you imagine the ocean has ended per your human sight, stretch your perception to go past the flat earth. See with the godly part of your ocular abilities. Sea with your mind. Stretch your view of what appears to be the end and extend it out until you see the edge of the future. Most people scamper about, brooding over their next dollar. Preoccupied with their next love, their next success, their next failure. Being lost in thought with every choice creates a quagmire in black hole vacuum default creation.

Humanity as a whole has grown complacent in its desire to expand. You are what you think every moment of every day. You wear your thoughts and fears in your outer energy field and all of earth responds to that. if you think that you exist beyond that ocean horizon – you do. If you think that you can hear a soft sign a hundred miles away – you can. If you think you can hear the thoughts of the birds calling to spring – you are able.

This next leap in faith is one that would make the spirit of grass green with envy. For if you properly prepare for this step of attunement, then all else will seem irrelevant. Each one of you that sits within the field of these words is aware of who your are. You can lie to yourself. You can lie to others. You can act humble or you can reveal the vastness of your being in its true colors. think it is so or it cannot be completed into manifestation. If you think you can beat disease, you can. If you think that you are aligned with a great windfall of financial blessings you are. It is your right as a human to believe and create accordingly.

Imagine that you can see 10 miles away as the eagle that soars the blue skies. Act as if that you can feel Mother Earth pulsing under your feet giving you directives in the next rung of your journey. Pretend that the wind brings you information for your ears only. Stretch yourself dear ones.

Dimensionally you are merging into your full humanness. The Universe bends down with the hand of God to scoop humanity close to its breast. The light that you seek, the truth that you seek comes to find you. The period between the Spring Equinox March 21 and the time of Easter April 20, 2014 will find the world asking for a sign. A peace sign, a stop sign, a go sign anything, just a sign from heaven.

The patterns of weather have been upset as the network of leylines has been manipulated creating havoc in inner earth. There will be many seasonal changes of energy that will need to be rerouted into new directions creating unnatural earthly phenomena. When all storms come flying at you like the twister house in the wizard of oz, complete with flying monkeys, immediately go into your heart space and send it a full frontal wave of love. Watch the very radar pattern shift as it wobbles, to and fro. All patterns of weather are storms of the human heart and mind. Angers at injustices and failures, loss of love and control over ones life.

Each of you have also found your selves going around in circles in your life – whether it is leaving the front door and coming back for something that you have forgotten or leaving the house and driving around the block to come back or walking from one room to another. All of you chase your tails. Take a good look at and examine what tails (tales) you are chasing.

Are these the suburban myths and urban tales that are told you? Are these inquisitions of fear held deep in the memory? Do these tell-tales and tall tales truly need your belief to come to life. Think for a minute. If each one of you were able to start a rumor of some type and you passed it along person to person. Even though that original tale was false, if one person believed it – it then began to take form. It became alive.

Whatever you are lying to yourself about on any level, will eventually take form. You are not allowed the luxury of speaking negative about yourself or another no matter what harm that other has done. You are a master of light and your words are powerful and self-fulfilling. There is nothing that can harm you if you believe it is so. You already know the promise that “your earth shall not be destroyed” by the infantile tantrums of humanity. You hold the babe of peace within your body. Nurture the energy of peace within you.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan – PO box 217 – Dandridge, Tennessee 37725-0217 – www.thequantumawakening.com thequantumawakening@hughes.net

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